So I "lost" a little over $500.

NOW when I have no source of incoming, and the prospective employers aren't coming a-calling. NOW when my ferret was diagnosed with Insulinoma and I have to supply him with a steady flow of medications.

NOW when i feel like most everything is kind of on a downhill roll and I'm pretty much starving.

How did I loose this $500 plus, and better yet WHY was this much in my wallet?

First I'll start with why I don't like using my debit card: I'm a spaz. Spazoid. I'm the person who swipes it every which way til' Sunday and it STILL won't read. I start a'panicking while I feel the tensions of the fellow check-er-outers behind me rise. WHY tensions run so high in shopping environments I'm yet to figure out.

To make a long story short I plain and simple like to have cash to use. It's easier. Plus I'm quite obsessive with balancing my "checkbook" precisely. No, I do not like checking my balance on lines, because then that's when things can get quite messy.

Anyway, my boyfriend G and I decide to pig it up and go to Burger King home of the fast food veggie burger. I've had alot on my mind lately and I left my wallet next to the soda machine. Heavy mind is no excuse but I have never ever EVER lost a wallet, or misplaced anything at anytime. I was so laden with cash because I had just hit up the ATM machine, secretly hoping it was the slots at Atlantic City. My plan was to bring the cash home and distribute it into my different spending needs envelopes.

Yes, I can get insanely anal for a girl so out of her skull.

The point of this story that really rubs me the wrong way is that the person that took my wallet SAW me leave it on the counter. Listen, I have no faith at all in mankind as a whole, but am shocked that someone could SEE me leave it and not tell me. That's just not right. Not right at all. Then this brain surgeon, or maybe a posse of surgeons threw it in the bushes RIGHT OUTSIDE.

At least I made someones week. Now my heart is really pounding over this job searching process. I was broke before but now I'm desolately broke.